- It's July. Already. Half of the year of 2014 is gone. It flew by. I don't know how I feel about that. The days seem to be passing faster than I can keep up. Either way, it's half over. I'll be 35 before the year ends. *le sigh*
- This Supreme Court ruling on Hobby Lobby is one of the dumbest things ever. It's as if the justices value corporations more than women. That war on women that the Republicans keep denying is REAL. Pay attention. This is the beginning of a very slippery slope. I'm disgusted.
- The BET Awards were good. I do think they ran way too long at almost 4 hours. Loved the throwback R&B group performances from Silk, Troop & Color Me Badd. Chris Rock was cool as a host. I enjoyed most of it.
- I am a pessimistic optimist. This means that I see things as they are. My sarcastic nature does not allow me to be too optimistic. I cannot allow myself to get too caught up on the "what if's" cause I've been burned by that life too often. I just want the future and life that belongs to me. Whatever it is. I pray that it's good because I think I truly deserve it.
- I pray a lot. Little prayers that silently take me through my day. They are usually done without me really thinking a lot about it. I know what I want to pray for and do it. I pray for my family and friends. Some are specific and others are broadly general. I cover the spectrum with them. It's a habit I hope to never break. I don't know when or where or why this started but it's a keeper in my book.
- I promised myself that I would blog every day this month. I am out of practice so this will be tough. I pray that I can stick to it. *fingers crossed*
- There is a quote about learning the right distance between people. I am currently fighting this battle of leaning to close or pulling too far back. I'm really conflicted in this one area. The rules have changed and we're no longer the same. Yo no se'.
- So, when exactly is season three of Netflix's "House of Cards" returning?!? Cause I need it now. I guess I could rewatch seasons 1 and 2. It's not the same but it'll have to do. I need my HOC and Underwoods fix.
- If you did not peep this yesterday, you should def do so. VH1 decided to give Robin Thicke free reign of their Twitter for a Q&A session entitled #AskThicke. The questions were hilarious. He was dragged all through the tweets. You will laugh your ass off truly. Get into it.
- How is it possible to miss something you almost had? Like, there were plans made that didn't come to be but I miss what was supposed to occur. I miss the life I was supposed to have. It's kinda depressing to be honest. I find myself longing for that version of my life because it's better than my reality. That is a bad habit I desperately need to break. But, it;s so hard to let go. I have issues. Don't mind me. I'm venting here.
- Coursea is offering free online courses. I have signed up for four so far. One about the Bible, one about English/writing, one about Nubia and one humanities one. I love to learn. This piqued my interest so I am giving it a try.
- I won this dope basket from a raffle. There was the most delicious Cucumber Melon lotion/bubble bath in it. I am currently in lust with it. Also, bath fizzes are my new favorite thing ever. I indulge in bubble baths way too often now. They make me happy.
- Collateral damage. It's a term I have been thinking about a lot lately. I never thought of people falling into this category until recently. It is, however, very fitting to the situation.
- The more I think about it, the more I want purple hair. It would be so dope. I just cannot logically do it. But, the pictures I see online of beautiful Black women with natural hair dyed purple will always make me very happy. I want.
- My bestest friend ever sent me the sweetest card. I cried. It reminded me of our fave show, "Sex and the City." The above pic is the sentiment of the card. Love my Ticker lots and lots!!
- Ok, one more wedding to attend next weekend. After that, I am all wedding-out. I love Black love and love for others. But, as for me, it's too much. I have, however, avoided catching any bouquets. I no longer believe in the whole marriage & happily ever after anymore so I don't even stand up for it. Oh well, it is what it is.
- There truly is no such thing as anonymity on the web. Being found by people who used to know me is funny, surprising and surreal. I don't know if I truly like it. It's the gift and the curse of being so social via social media.
- Last but not least, people please remember that WORDS MEAN THINGS!!! I do not know why people seem to forget this. Your words matter. Everything you say or write mean exactly what you said. Words have definitions for a reason. In short, mean what you say and say what you mean. The end.
- My "The 90's Throwback!" R&B playlist on Spotify is crack. If you're a music lover like myself and you miss the feel/sound of 90's r&b, you should def get into my playlist. Go ahead, don't be shy. I'm always adding to it. Gonna work on a 90's hip hop playlist next.
- Family gatherings can either go really right or really wrong. Our last one went really right. Had an amazing time celebrating my Uncle and Aunt's birthday with my family. They are seriously some of the non-intentionally funny folks I have ever had the pleasure of knowing. More than anything, I enjoyed the laughter.
- I keep wondering about one thing. It's the one question that's haunted me for months. I've racked my brains day after day, night after exhausting night. I replay moments, conversations and memories constantly in my head. I've literally made myself sick about this. And, I cannot figure it out. I wish the one with the answers would just be real with me.
- I need to learn how to let go of the people who have voluntarily left my life and appreciate the ones who have stayed. They deserve that from me.
- Had a impromptu dinner and movie night with my brother. It's been a minute since we just sat and hung out. It was chicken soup for the soul. He's still one of my favorite people in the whole wide world.
- Ummm, "Scandal" is finally back!!! The premiere was e-very-thing!!! Us Gladiators could not be happier. The above gif is one of my favorite Brolivia Pope aka Harrison Wright moments. Cannot wait to see where Shonda and her team of writers and Scandal cast take us during season 3. Grab you some popcorn and red wine and plant yourself in front of the tv on Thursday nights at 9pm. Get into it.
- I just finished reading Terrence J's new book "The Wealth of My Mother's Wisdom." It was very interesting and a great read. I will have to review it soon.
- I'm officially Teedy Kenda for the 9th time!! My new niece Sydnei is here. She is a week old today. The feeling that being an aunt gives me will never get old. I have a feeling that only one feeling could eclipse it: being a Mom.
- I think I need to go see a physician. I truly cannot sleep. It's so bad now. I took Ambien the other night and still stayed up all night. This is not good or healthy. If I could stop myself from over thinking every single though, maybe I could sleep better. I am also depending on cappucinco's entirely too much to get me through the day. Something has to shake soon on this subject. I am over it. And, I'm tired and sleepy :-(
1. Name two things you would NOT tolerate in a relationship. *Cheating & Abuse*
2. Which one of your friends do you think would make the best doctor?*G*
3. When was the last time you snuck out? *It's been a really long time since I had to*
4. Have you ever smoked? *Yep*
5. Do you dream in black and white or color? *Both*
6. Have you ever been in love? *Yes*
7. Do you drink ginger ale when you are sick? *No, only when I fly*
8. Name one career you would never consider and explain why. *Cop. I just don't have the stomach for it and guns scare me*
9. What is your favorite film? *It's a tie between Annie/Grease/love jones/My Best Friend's Wedding*
10. Which family member are you closest to and why? *Ty. She's my cousin, best friend, oldest friend, and we've been through everything together*
11. Describe your most significant first impression. *I was weary of a certain guy because of something silly. It just goes to show that you can never judge a book by its cover or a person by a screen name*
12. Describe your ex in five words. *Decent guy for someone else*
13. What, if any, medical issues run in your family? *Breast Cancer*
14. When was the last wedding you went to? *The Butler wedding 7/17/2010*
15. If you got to choose how you’d die, how would you want to go? *In my sleep and without any pain*
16. Do you wish on wishbones? *I've never done this but I should*
17. Are you a jealous person? *Nope*
18. What is the current taste in your mouth? *Earl grey tea*
19. When was the last time you smoked, if ever? *It's been years...at least 10*
20. Do you get distracted easily? *Sometimes*
21. What was the last thing to upset you? *Some parts in "Red Tails"*
22. Do you ever wear ties? *Not normally but I have before*
23. What is the closest yellow object to you? *My panties*
24. If your significant other ever hit you, how would you react? *Violently. I believe if you hit me, then I will hit you and (especially if its a man) I will call the police*
25. What are you craving right now? *HIM*
26. Tell one random fact about the last person you spoke with. *He has this way of making my voice get really light and soft*
27.Do you prefer movies at home or in a theater? *At home so I can be as comfortable in my various stages of undress*
28. What is one reason why someone should not fall in love with you? *I'm already deeply in love so my heart isn't available*
29. Do you have any addictions? *Music, polish, the color grey and my Love*.
30. Is your most significant relationship over? *Of course not, I'm just getting deep into it*
31. When are you at your happiest? Saddest? *When I'm talking to HIM. Late at night/early in the morning when I'm in a super sappy mood*
32. Would you ever want to be a cop? *Not even if my life depended on it*
33. What are you most self-conscious about? *My tummy*
34. Is the human race predictable? *Mostly, yes. But sometimes I am surprised*
35. Explain your spiritual beliefs.*I believe in God, Jesus and religion. I have less faith in preachers and mega churches*
36. How did you get your last bruise? *Hit my leg on coffee table*
37. Do you have competition for the person you like? *Negative*
38. Where were you yesterday at 7:00 p.m.? *Home talking to my Love*
39. Your exact thought right now? *Almost done with this*
40. The first word you think of after reading this. *Oranges*
